Life Behind the Lights

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20-something years old. Biromantic Asexual. Cisgendered female.
Stage Manager. Introvert. Nerd. Sometimes writer.

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
creeps in this petty pace from day to day
to the last syllable of recorded time

- William Shakespeare, Macbeth


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This is a gif of Misha in the middle of talking about the fact that while he built his house he lived in his backyard under a carport and had to shower with a hose and go across the street to the library to use the bathroom for about two years because that was all he could afford. 
I just want to say this: For someone who has constantly had so little in his life, the fact that he became someone who gives so much and loves so much and inspires so many is amazing.

i have just recently realized the life this man had before when i found out he self harmed i seriously curled up and cried because several reasons he gave me hope second of all i just wanted to travel to the past and hug him and tell him that one day he would be an angel and he would go somewhere in life when and have millions of fans and be famous and that it would all be okay and just sit there with him because i know that thats all that i want and i just i loved him but now i just LOVE HIM because guys he made it he srvived and look at what he became he became him the misha we know the happy bubbly misha with a great personality and i just can fucking even hes so great 



This makes me feel…

In life, the people with little or who always had little tend to give what they have, even if they have nothing, because they know that their is someone out their who has less. Those people in life that give everything they have to better someone else’s life, even if that means that they are left with nothing themselves, in the end are truly the angels and the light of this dark and corrupted world.

okay seriously I’m crying now. This is beautiful and sad.

I love him so much, even more now that I know what he’s been through. Yesterday I saw this post and I didn’t read it all the way through and I kinda regret that a little. Going from where he was then to where he is now is a beautiful and amazing opportunity, one that so few get. I’m so glade he is happy now and is the beautiful, funny, crazy Misha we have today. As far as the self harm goes, I feel like he can relate to so many of us that deal with that every day. He understands because he’s been through it. I, personal, have never put a blade to my skin, nor will I ever think of it when I feel I should again. I did what Misha did once with a pen on my arm. Wrote out every word I felt I was, every word I was feeling, and it nearly broke me. This man, this one man, gives me so much hope in my life. Because he went through it, he beat the odds and now is doing something nearly every day to give back. To me, he is truly beautiful, inside and out. I really wish there were more people like him in the world. I really do.

it upsets me that literally all I can say is I’m in tears. Cause this is truly damn beautiful and emotional and it means so much. Not only is Misha truly wonderful and has been through so much and look at where he is now. It’s amazing and inspirational.  That it should also make you realize all of you are. All of us. It shows that no matter where you are at or what you think of yourself you can truly make the best of life and be amazing. We are all beautiful and I think that’s something that Misha would like everyone to realize.

This is exactly why I love Misha.

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deanieweenies-fallen-angel:

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fluffygadreel:

falle-nangel-and-hurting-hunter:

misha7collins:

This is a gif of Misha in the middle of talking about the fact that while he built his house he lived in his backyard under a carport and had to shower with a hose and go across the street to the library to use the bathroom for about two years because that was all he could afford. 

I just want to say this: For someone who has constantly had so little in his life, the fact that he became someone who gives so much and loves so much and inspires so many is amazing.

i have just recently realized the life this man had before when i found out he self harmed i seriously curled up and cried because several reasons he gave me hope second of all i just wanted to travel to the past and hug him and tell him that one day he would be an angel and he would go somewhere in life when and have millions of fans and be famous and that it would all be okay and just sit there with him because i know that thats all that i want and i just i loved him but now i just LOVE HIM because guys he made it he srvived and look at what he became he became him the misha we know the happy bubbly misha with a great personality and i just can fucking even hes so great 

This makes me feel…

In life, the people with little or who always had little tend to give what they have, even if they have nothing, because they know that their is someone out their who has less. Those people in life that give everything they have to better someone else’s life, even if that means that they are left with nothing themselves, in the end are truly the angels and the light of this dark and corrupted world.

okay seriously I’m crying now. This is beautiful and sad.

I love him so much, even more now that I know what he’s been through. Yesterday I saw this post and I didn’t read it all the way through and I kinda regret that a little. Going from where he was then to where he is now is a beautiful and amazing opportunity, one that so few get. I’m so glade he is happy now and is the beautiful, funny, crazy Misha we have today. As far as the self harm goes, I feel like he can relate to so many of us that deal with that every day. He understands because he’s been through it. I, personal, have never put a blade to my skin, nor will I ever think of it when I feel I should again. I did what Misha did once with a pen on my arm. Wrote out every word I felt I was, every word I was feeling, and it nearly broke me. This man, this one man, gives me so much hope in my life. Because he went through it, he beat the odds and now is doing something nearly every day to give back. To me, he is truly beautiful, inside and out. I really wish there were more people like him in the world. I really do.

it upsets me that literally all I can say is I’m in tears. Cause this is truly damn beautiful and emotional and it means so much. Not only is Misha truly wonderful and has been through so much and look at where he is now. It’s amazing and inspirational.  That it should also make you realize all of you are. All of us. It shows that no matter where you are at or what you think of yourself you can truly make the best of life and be amazing. We are all beautiful and I think that’s something that Misha would like everyone to realize.

This is exactly why I love Misha.

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— 14 hours ago with 60678 notes
#misha collins  #role model  #inspiration  #tw: self harm  #he is amazing and I admire him so much 
Anonymous asked: My boyfriend says he's going to break up with me if I don't sleep with him. What's the kindest way to tell him to shove it?


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— 14 hours ago with 5850 notes
mishallaneously:

THE BEST THINGS ABOUT THIS TWEET:
Misha’s continuing struggle with technology 
The fact that we can see his bookmarks 

aw he’s teaching himself guitar go mish

mishallaneously:

THE BEST THINGS ABOUT THIS TWEET:

Misha’s continuing struggle with technology 

The fact that we can see his bookmarks 

aw he’s teaching himself guitar go mish

(via heykazbutt)

— 17 hours ago with 626 notes
#misha collins  #giggle giggle giggle 

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IF YOU ARE A FAN OF FROZEN AT ALL YOU NEED TO WATCH THIS ANCHORMAN SINGING LET IT GO ON LIVE TV

I’m going to think of this every time there is horrible road conditions…which is always since I live in Michigan.

i thought this would be lame or mediocre BUT IT’S REALLY GOOD AND THE LYRICS ARE GOOD a+ trafficman

IM RELLY TRYRING NOT TTO WAKE UP MY GIRLFIEDN RIGHT NOW IM FUCKING COHCKING

(Source: shining-magically, via writing-ace)

— 18 hours ago with 66039 notes
#giggle giggle giggle  #parody 

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[x]: Jensen and Jared greeting each other at the Supernatural panel at SDCC, July 2012.

(via slyther-in-doctor)

— 19 hours ago with 9524 notes
#jensen ackles  #jared padalecki  #giggle giggle giggle  #you dorks 

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I showed this post to my boyfriend and he tried to take his shirt off like a girl and 

uh

yeah

Out of the 82k notes my post got this is by far the best comment holy shit thank u for being u

So i tried it both ways and uh

i mean how do you do the first one without pulling out all your hair?

this made me laugh really hard….

and it made me realize that girls and boys pull their shirt off differently. /amazed

but seriously I think girls just do the cross arm thing because of HAIR like demonstrated 

So one year, one URL change, and a hair cut later, I decide to try again… FOR SCIENCE! 

Its not science unless you write it down so 

First method:

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Well done, i guess…

Second:

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I fucked up

Girls… how?

I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW WE CAN HAVE SUCH DIFFERENT WAYS OF TAKING OFF SHIRTS AND SO MUCH DIFFICULTY DOING IT THE OTHER WAY

I can take my shirt both ways easily, but I usually take it off like….

is this like the genderfluid or agender or something-gender way?

so the girl way

oookay then.

How about the boy way….

WWHAT AM I

Okay, I usually grab from the front of the collar not the back but for the purposes of science…

just grab and pull. Seriously.
Now the cross-arms way.

SHIT SHIT ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION

THIS IS THE BEST POST IVE SEEN IN MY GODDAMN LIFE

(Source: princessveroni, via behindthehumanveil)

— 1 day ago with 862747 notes
#forever reblog